We will never be, I am the moon
Today, your talent was questioned. Are you really talented? Or are people just blind or nice? Do YOU enjoy what you do? What it is you decide to create? Or are you bound to just doodling for the rest of your career. i know there are times when you sit down &&want to create something that will blow people away.. but, i do not think that is your style. Or that you are even capable of doing those things. &&maybe you have to embrace that. As sad as it is. Maybe you are not good at it. &&i know that hurts but sometimes you have to accept what it is.
i think it is time to put the brush down.
Just because i do not or do not like to sneak out of my house does not make me a pansy. i could. One can do anything they desire. The question is simply: should you. First off, no. i should not. Nor do i want to or have any reason to. i have a trust thing with my parents &&breaking that would be stupid. ignorant. i understand circumstances for some are different &&sneaking out is the only way to receive the type of freedom you are looking for. &&i understand that. Do not think me closed-minded. i am just not under those circumstances. if you want to hang out or see me, let us make plans. i am always down to chill with whomever. Just do not ask me to sneak out because my answer will always &&forever be no.
this is my choice.
The flowers you gave me are rotting and still i refuse to throw them away.
Some of the bulbs never opened quite fully
They might so i am waiting and staying awake.
i will never know if i go to sleep.
lol. Mine summer hast reached a sort of steady point at this moment in time.
The ones i feel i can answer, yes. Some are those stupid ones where people feel the need to express their hate anonymously, which i am grateful for. At least they got their point across one way or another. But, i do not reply to those. i do not feel the need to.
i have dated three people. But, only ever been on one date.
i love the art style. &&the music choice as well. i love how different it is. It combines history with art &&for me, someone who hates history &&lives art, that is eye-catching. lol.
i would describe Samurai Champloo as a must-see. lol. definitely. i am not good at explaining things.. it all makes sense in my head. But, it would be: an anime about three very different characters who travel across Japan looking for a samurai who smells of sunflowers. Sounds silly. But, the ridiculous encounters along the way &&the myriad of characters the main characters meet along the way make it a whole different type of anime. It is unique.
My summer as of right now is eh. Pretty.. steady. i need more adventure, to be honest. lol.
Just talk to me. Show me you care. Prove to me that our encounter is not just a one-time thing.